I can’t add or change my own courses as a visiting student at the University of Edinburgh. Because I”m stupid, I’ve had to rethink a lot of them because lots of things seem like good ideas initially, and I’ve requested changes a few times, and I always feel horribly guilty because I imagine they’ve got enough to do. This time it took me over a week to psych myself up to go and send them an email with my finalized list, because I hate emailing and feel really guilty. I want to apologize a bazillion times and bring a can of Timmies coffee when I fly there or something. If there’s a communal gift to the visiting students’ office, I will definitely contribute. They are very nice and patient, and I am very horrible.